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Memory Loss

by Litter Party

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1.
in the morning (I've got big Billy ideas) I'm roaring (with the lefts and the rights) got control over my body (but do I?) pick a scoop of coffee up, put a scoop of coffee down mind is running around how it looks in practice: I walk and don't pay attention speed up when I see what I think I need I just want it hard she said (you have a problem with honesty) I know it (and I sob and I sob) it's fine (if I live like a guy with a life) hope the gun stays still, hope the gun doesn't move keep it in a quiet groove well I've been living like a dog in a cage, wanna catch a bird in mid-air, get its guts on my face walk all around town with an empty head, might as well be dead but i have ideas I've got an idea I know that it's a good idea
2.
Dead Folks 02:31
this is dead people's language thank god for you, food without it I'd be nothing but a sobbing ball of flesh live to grow and understand flex a little bit of muscle could've been a lawyer in another life which by the way I'm ready for it whenever you are but it's okay if you're not language for dead people how ya doin, how ya not in another world dead folks are talking I can hang just fine life is organized settle in and own your zone oh my god what have I done I thought I tucked that open road back in but it's hangin out my zipper again everybody laugh beneath their breath gosh I really thought I tucked that in you find out when you take some time out forces you to detonate the grin in another world dead folks are talkin' in another world I didn't mistake life is organized
3.
U wanted a change and you got it neverending chatter a life of cool stuff you can numb as a dumb fuck bird on a branch fountain of youth colors around try to pay attention and can't I started to think maybe that things wouldn't fall apart I started to think I could avoid discomfort all my life I can walk there's a fence, it's too hot need to shit feel alone feel unreal not around not no now is no home try to help carry trash camp in spots read a book wait for Stu pick guys up where to park how to feel can I sleep, can I ride under the radar here and there too much coffee out of money I have a penny, walk alone have no keys welcome here go for run, pick up tabs is she hurt am I hurt am I done am I started had a life, it has changed I will walk, nowhere to be thanks for thoughts means nothing not even negative, not even sad not even self-pitying only here and half at that
4.
new day again I'm hangin' by a chain not even sure what the function is shiny roof, metal hat giant blocks to travel at and we don't need shoes here, we don't need much and I'm still hangin' inside there's coffee a busy genius works and forces love I can build a fire if you want stand out in the rain if you want build a fort and die slow if you want night will come and go again the grass is wet and I notice that there are birds and I notice that but I never quite get to where I wanna be I want it so bad I fool myself car is over there and Jim is over further I live in the fog of today spine is straight clothes are loose and hair is long grind my teeth spit some spit new day again be here forever
5.
Memory Loss 05:24
I wipe spilled drink off the table babbling brook and windswept rock the horribleness of beauty without connotation but how can I blame them or anybody? you gotta die sometime and somehow at least I can still keep my awesome khakis and feel abjectly smashing fill an empty cup with I forget what how can you tell you're about to kiss the floor again? and be like that again? voltage flowing through a dead body "The lights cause memory loss," Brian told me. At the time it felt like a relief and there is a bosom available to me and my brothers and it can cause memory loss wish I'd lost my memory now
6.
White Walls 04:25
I know a little about white walls I know about acoustics, man you pay and pay and it doesn't add up you shout and shout and it doesn't sink in all your effort bounces around and freedom is compromised some days I walked right through the front door I live with danger and care still live inside of every room some piece of skin must still be somewhere the fresh start to our time apart but I long to cling to you I wanna claw every white wall I ever knew rip and tear at the air with my whole essence to reach in with a big fat hand to reposition every tepid piece to do better than to stand up, to celebrate light shooting out my fingertips. not gonna rot, gonna paint with skill every white wall that I've ever known
7.
No Change 05:34
early in the morning I'm low right off new day every daythey'll be all gone anytime no change no change no change no change no change all full no change every day back of my mind one second of quiet time escape escape no here no now no truth no clouds no clocks no motors no brakes no home no home no home no home no home no change no home wrap myself as long as I can live life like I'm bent over ready to pounce stretch everyone around into an angry knot never breaks but always gets tighter every piece behind your face falls out eyes made of solid cement life isn't perfect but it's just fine and like the motor in a clock, integrity's thriving we all meet each other every single day every white cell turns the other way no melody these days not no fullness I turned my back on who I could've been he's still out there somewhere smiling

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This record is dedicated to anyone who has struggled with addiction, with codependency, and with those traumatic emotional experiences that can leave us confused for so much of our lives.
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released June 11, 2018

Jim Curtis - drums, marimba, bells, keyboard
Billy Palmer - guitar, vocals

Recorded and mixed by Jim and Billy in their respective homes of Akron, Ohio and Seattle, Washington. Creative notes were communicated through text and phone conversation. All songs were recorded with both bandmates completely physically apart, with the exception of the tracking of 'Dead Folks' and the mixing of 'U Wanted A Change,' some of which was done together in Ohio.

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Litter Party Akron, Ohio

DIY rock duo. Sweats a lot. In touch with feelings. Sober. Pals.

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